Living is not Counting

Lately, my need for control in all aspects of my life has turned me into a calorie counting maniac. I get mad at myself for eating something over 100 calories, and I have to exercise it right off. I know, sounds like anorexia nervosa, and honestly it probably is. However nobody sees it as that because I'm overweight thus "could never have an eating disorder". Even my friend said I couldn't have anorexia due to the fact I wasn't starving myself, when my actions lead to me having a little more than 1/4 of the calories I should have, then I work them right off. Even today, I have cataloged my food via a Calorie Counter and feel disgusted that I have eaten 1660 calories and have yet to exercise them off. Which I think I will do via Wii Fit due to it being winter outside. Well, those are today's ramblings.